she wakes up everyday trying to forget how much she cried the last night. she looks in the mirror and don't recognize her own reflection. she wonders why she does this to herself and never get an answer. she's ashamed of who she became in the past few months, but she knows that it won't ever leave her.
and everyday she hides the scars of her past and present hoping that, one day, it will be gone forever. she smiles every 5 seconds to make everyone believe that she's happy, when the truth is that she doesn't know what happiness is anymore. the only thing she feels is pain and sadness and she knows her broken heart will never be fixed. this girl pretends too good for her own sake, 'cause sometimes even she believes in her lies. this girl's all by herself in this crazy world, but she's used to be alone. this girl, is me.